Thursday, May 28, 2009

Always on my mind...

You can close your eyes to reality but not to memories.

- Stanislaw J. Lec ( Polish author)

I haven't posted in a while, but Sara and all of the other lost babies are on my mind. Wednesday Ethan & I went over to my sister's house. Ethan played in the sprinkler with his cousins. The 3 of them get along so well. The younger of the 2 cousins is about 1 year and 4 months older than Ethan. He's thin while Ethan is solid, a big boy. We often comment on Ethan & Justin - comparing their sizes. I can't help but think that there should be a little girl just 4 months younger than Justin running around, laughing as the sprinkler splashes her too.

1 comment:

Monica H said...

Yes, she should be there too. I wish she were. I think of her and you often.


PS. You asked if I was going to speak to A's friend about here baby. I thought about it and I wanted to, but there's a language barrier and I'm not sure I could communicate my feelings adequately. I wanted to go to the funeral (this morning) but they decided to bury her in Georgetown instead and she specifically told A that she olny wanted family there. So I didn't want to intrude. I do hope she's okay though.